My austrian grandmother (aka the one within my reach) is feeling worse and worse each day. She's now in a hospital and my dad (her son) even told me something along the lines of "say goodbye while you still can". Since i'm still not entirely over my fear of leaving my flat i can't go visit her as often as i'd like and you know what i heard today? Seems some of my family members think i'm a coldhearted kid who doesn't care about her grandmother. Yeeeeah right...
Not only do i have to deal with the prospect of losing my granny, my family seems to "gang up" on me again. I really HATE my austrian family. Only real exception is my grandmother. But the rest? They ignored my brother and me when we were eleven and twelve because my parents did one of the most shameful thing you can do in our family, they divorced! You have to understand, that's something you simply DON'T do in our oh-so religious and devout family. And the logical consequence of that was ignoring me and my brother when we met daily in the tight staircase. As if we weren't there. Did i mention that i hate them? *ARGH*
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