10. November 2018

Birthdays

Soon i'm gonna turn 32. And everytime i think about my birthday i cry.

It's not the age that gets me depressed. It's how different i celebrate it compared to my childhood birthdays. I was always excited, since everything was good that day.

Now it's just a reminder how another year has passed and i haven't achieved anything noteworthy. I haven't even improved. And not only do i see it, my parents do too. Even if they try to be sublte, i can feel their dissapointment.

I think i don't want to celebrate it anymore.

I really want to be a kid again and stay that way.


Neverland, here i come!

New Passion and new Sisters

Not much time has passed since i discovered Super Junior. And wow did i learn a lot! Not only about the Band themselves, but about the fandom too. The Ever Lasting Friends, or ELF.