The Second Reproduction

Christina was the third princess of Almenan, and born in the era of war against the Demons. Having the status of a “Champion”, Christina had countless battle victories upon her shoulders and was feared by the Demon race.

Being the most successful of her three sisters, her mother the queen sent her on a secret mission to assassinate the Demon Lord Gardis in return for his ruthless annihilation of the Kingdom of Crofts.

Obeying her mother’s orders for the sake of her kingdom, Christina set out alongside with her most loyal knight Lezette to take the Demon Lord’s head, and to bring peace to the land.

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One of my favourites. I love the dark atmosphere and the story! The story development is well-engineered and makes sense (something i don’t find in a lot of games unfortunately ^^°) and the characters have interesting Personalities *g*

RE: Alistair

Merui loves video games, especially her favorite MMORPG, Rivenwell Online. Merui also has a very short temper, so when some JERK named Alistair steals a rare item from her, she's determined to exact revenge on him. Unfortunately, she has no idea who he is in real life. But hey, that's never stopped anyone, right? Take control of Merui and make new friends, balance schoolwork and fun, go shopping, search for the culprit, and maybe even discover a new romance.

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This was one of the first Otome Games i played and i had a lot of fun. It's not a long game but original. They included a RPG game into the Game, yay! ♥

A mind like a sieve

Wow, i totally forgot i had this blog Oo Shame on me!

I want to post a lot about Otome Games from now on. I found these kind of games a few months ago and now i'm totally addicted!

Too bad i have already played nearly every free game there is.....or that i heard of.
These games are kinda low-key, but funny, romantic or simply hilarious nonetheless >.< So be prepared to be showered with Otome Game Posts ;D

Pissed

Tonight my favourite soccer team lost.....It was a looong game, very thrilling but the referee seemed to be a) blind or b) not very objective *grrrrr* And i can't stand the winner's team, FC Bayern München. I know i shouldn't be immature and that they just did their job, but still. I can't stand them!! Especially when they beat my beloved Real Madrid ....

Besides that something else made me loose the (very!) good mood i had today. How can some people NOT understand that when you ask them for comfort, you don't want to hear that life is just that bitchy and that you should cope with it. No thank you! If i especially ask for comfort, i DON'T want to hear the reason that made me sad. The argument "But hey, i don't want to lie. Life really is that stupid" is invalid.

I'm not stupid, i already know that -.- Bäh, i'm just pissed right now. It was such a good day and it ended horribly.
It was sunny, the wind was fun (it was strong *g* and nearly blew me away XD), i found a manga i was searching for (Adekan Vol. 4),

could delete some things from my To-Do-List and met two good friends *kisses* In Short, one of the rare days where everything just goes well. Till tonight -.-
*sigh* I hope i won't meet people who liked Bayern München winning tomorrow, the mood i'm in wouldn't be good for their health...

I think it's time for me to go to bed and forget this defeat. Wish you all a good night ^-^

"I'm not a psychopath, I'm a high-functioning sociopath"

I am a very enthusiastic Person so if i like something, i like it very ... let's say 'intense' ^-^
Now i found a new TV series that thrills me. Ladies and Gentleman, I present to you

Since i read the Tweets of one of my favourite Authors, who admires, ADORES this series, i already knew for a long time that there was a BBC series about Sherlock Holmes. But it took a coincidence to make me watch it. Thank God! XD

The Story in short: Sherlock Holmes and Arthur Conan Doyle never existed, the series begins in today's London. Military Doctor John Watson just returned from war and is looking for a place to live. A friend introduces him to Sherlock Holmes and together they rent a room in Mrs. Hudsons house. Sherlock, the extraordinary yet very arrogant "consultant detective" and John, the calm, bit sarcastic and down to earth Doctor, completely Sherlocks antipole. Together they investigate cases and experience all kind of situations, meet quirky *g* people etc, eeetc.

This unique mix captured my interest from the beginning. I love Sherlocks Behaviour, how he sometimes insults without noticing, just because he's so DAMN intelligent-genial XD

And all the while Watson is by his side, observing and commenting ^-^

Kind of spoiler, but everyone who knows the books/films should know her: Besides Sherlock of course, my favourite character is Irene Adler.

Lara Pulver portrays her as a cool, intelligent and beautiful femme fatale. She really is on a par with Sherlock :D To tell more would be a real spoiler, so i have to stop now.

Do yourself a favour and watch this series! ! ! 

Gap

Since i was ~14 years old, i knew him. He was a good friend for my mother and a great help in official things, since she didnt know how to defend herself very good at that time. One big part why i respected him so much was that he was by my mum's side in the worst moment of her life. I was a little kid, i couldnt do much, so i felt relieved when i saw her smile again.
One Saturday morning he came to eat breakfast with us. He even brought some special little fancy cakes :D That's how the tradition started. Since then he always came with these sweets and did eat with us while telling us unfunny jokes only he could laugh about. But it was funny to watch him *g* He was like the spirit of a young tomboy in the body of an adult man.
There were many times when my mum and him argued hard. After that always came the periods where they avoided each other during weeks, even months. But still, we all knew for sure that if something had happened, he would have helped us. Everytime my mum went on vacation and my brother and i were alone at home, my mum and him, both told us to ask him if something seems wrong. He helped my brother when he had to go to court (a boy beat him up and he lost part of his teeth -.-). Since he was well-known and had good contacts, he could always tell us a way to solve problems (financial and juridical ones,concerning health etc). He helped me coooountless times when i had to argue with my father about the damn money. I was so happy that he got angry, everytime he heard how our father treated my brother and me. He REALLY cared about us and liked us! I feel helpless without him because he was my *g* knight in shining armour concerning suing my dad.
I think i should have tried to get to know him better. He was scorpion (zodiac) like me. We always joked about him being my real father, because we had the same eye colour.
I didn't know him as good as my mother did, but still enough to miss him. Everytime someone mentions 'lawyer'. Or 'gun'. Or 'suicide'.
Rest in peace, wherever you are

Countless undiscovered doors

Yesterday i was chatting with a friend, when he asked me a question, one that startled me a bit. "How do u think your life will be after you get 'well' again?" Sounds quite normal and easy. But thinking it really through....some friends will treat me differently, my mum'll treat me less kind and protect me less, some people will like me more because i'm ok again etc, etc. In short, my life WILL change and there won't be only good ones. I realized that this frightened me and maybe that's one of the reasons i have such difficulties in trying to change.
BUT, besides all these new questions i realized another important thing. There was a new way of looking at things in my brain (figuratively speaking). It seemed like there suddenly *puff* appeared a new door to a different way of living and seeing life. And i thought, maybe there are even more of these doors? Maybe the times i feel really depressed because i dont see a way to get through the troubles, i just didnt look hard enough? Knowing that there might be countless other possibilites to master the hardships of life gives me hope and courage ^-^ Even in times i'm stuck in complete darkness, it's good to know that there is light, altough i might not be able to see it.
Just wanted to share this with you, might help you too a bit :D

To-Watch List

I'm still trying to cope with the latest events, but in the meantime, let me tell you some GOOD things :D

There are so many things i can't wait to see/read/experience this year! ! ! First, the two Snow White Movie Versions:
Snow White & the Huntsman 
Mirror Mirror
Just the SW&tH Soundtrack from the Trailer drives me crazy XD It makes me want to a) see more of the movie   or/and b) go to war *lol* Such music always makes me jittery
And i want to see "Mirror, Mirror" 's Evil Queen Julia Roberts! I love this actress and i like the way she interprets the wicked stepmother *g*
Then there is of course "The Hunger Games" which premiers this week. The HG Trilogy are my favourite books, they impressed me in such a damn strong way that i'll never be able to forget them. So i hope the movie turns out good ^^°
Next is the upcoming Emilie Autumn Concert in my hometown in two weeks :D It'll be the first time i'll be able to witness her show, so i'm pretty excited ^-^

And right after her show, the second season of "Game of Thrones" starts!!! I think i won't go to sleep before midday that day XD
At the end of april "The Avengers" is going to start in our cinemas and i know for sure that i won't go alone to watch this film. Nearly every male friend of mine and many females waited for ages for this movie to come out!
In August i'm supposed to attend the Wacken Festival, if we can get tickets that is. I hope we'll be lucky, it would be such a deep impression and experience! Plus i would be going with my boyfriend and my best friend! Let's keep our fingers crossed ^^°
There are more movies etc but right now i only remember one last important release date, Nov/Dec 2012. Clockwork Princess. Yeeeehaa!!! The last book of the "Infernal Devices" series from genius Cassandra Clare! Could be a wonderful birthday or christmas present *gg*

That's it for now, next time i'll get hyped up by some movies or stuff like that i'll tell you again ;)

Turbulent vacation

I got home today from my trip to my family in spain. It was a really fun time, i got time to play with my cousin and went with here to an amusement park (3x3 really cool/frigthening rollercoaster, i'm great! XD) and i got to understand the situation spain and my family is in right now (sad, pessimistic and dangerous) a lot better.
But during these two weeks, there was always a thought at the back of my mind. . . The second day in Madrid, we got an early phone call. My mum told me that one of our dearest  friends shot himself with a rifle. In his office. His cleaning lady found him.... I still cant believe it. It sounds like a CSI chapter. Even the details, which i dont want to remember again writing them down. But i had to forget all about this, to not let it spoil (. . .) my trip, which my mum bought for me as a present. Besides, my granny was grieving enough for us both. I couldnt let my sad thoughts deepen her pain. Or the pain of my mum, aunt. . . So i packed it away. But now i'm back at home, where i could let the tears flow without (many) restriction. Still, i know i wont be able to fully believe it. He was rich, admired, loved, successful and he laughed so much!!! He seemed to enjoy life to its fullest!! Everything i thought i knew about him stands in complete contrast to the way he chose to die. And we dont even know why!! I'm so sad, and angry. He left us, his friends, his three sons and his wife and many, many more behind, without even explaining why!! I really cant think about a reason why he was driven to such a harsh death. . . Except maybe an incurable lethal sickness. But i'm afraid, we'll never get to know it.
I just had to write this down, it's a form of letting the sadness out too ^^°
You never know what your friends, the one's you think are so close to you, really think. Love them while you can